Life

I never use xanga, but I just thought I would update...

Life is an incredible journey full of love and hate.  Sitting and waiting for everything to get better will never happen.  We must strive to do follow God and to see the glory of him.  I couldn't be happier with life right now.  I have amazing friends and boyfriend who love me and want me to grow closer to God!

Praise Him.

Just Listen

I don't want pity, I don't want anything from anybody, I just need to let this out...

My world's crashing down piece by piece and I can't do anything abou it.  Here I sit helpless listening.   Don't tell me these things, just because I'm going to be 18 soon doesn't mean I want to know all this crap.  I have nobody to listen to me, what I have to say, how I'm feeling!  I'm feeling like no one wants to listen to me, but I can listen to everyone else.  But maybe i'm not doing a good enough job at listening, I mean I failed at Impact, and I failed countless other times.  Maybe I'm just selfish, but I need someone to stop what they are doing, and just listen to me.  Gosh is that to much to ask, maybe it is.  I don't know, and people are going to read this and tell other people and they will call me and tell my parents or something that I'm depressed, I'm not depressed and I don't want any special treatment, I want people to do to me what I do to them, I listen...I'm stressed out and I can't do anything about it, school didn't even start yet...

AHHHHHHH, someone just listen

What a Week

Impact was great as usual, uplifting and fun..

Impact was so much different though than this camp that I attended last week.  This camp was made up of city kids that had such hard lives and here I am this white hick girl who has never done drugs, drank, or anything.  I was challenged so much, I'm mentally tired.  I feel like I'm starting new with everything I have ever learned.  I have been shown so much and I know that I'm changing from this point....

Life and Love

I hate seeing people hurt, no matter who it is, being hurt and depressed is a horrible thing,

I just want you to know, I'm here for you no matter what happens, I love you so much and nothing will change that, I know you are hurting right now, but the sun will come out again, remember See You Alive Tomarrow, some days may be hard, but I'll walk with you until you don't need me anymore, You are beautiful person whom I admire...


I love you, please keep smiling....

I'll be here....

It's getting hot in here...

Did anyone realize it's 98 degree's out at 9 at night, i'm just saying, that's crazy...

anyway, this week is VBS, so i get to interact with little kids all week, which if you know me, you know i LOVE little kids, it's my passion, here's a conversation i had with one of the kids..

Me:  So what's that on your head?
Kid: It's a crown.
Me:  Cool does that mean you're a king?
Kid:  Yea, I'm the king of the world..
Me:  Do you have a queen?
Kid: NO they are to much of a hassle...

I'm not kidding, these kids are learning young these days, that's so scary, haha,  

Some people's Kids